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[原创]Whoever finds this, I love you――《Who Are You》
夜深了,我告别每天都要在MSN里见面畅谈的老朋友,戴上耳机,在绝无打扰的环境里,一个人静静地投入一场比网络还要虚拟的电影《Who Are You》。
7 D! L9 a6 c- j Who are you?
* l) o: ^1 ?3 w1 x& O* B 常常上网,常常聊天的我们,多数情况下几乎从不这样问。通常,我们只是用相遇那个时候最真实的心情,倾诉人生的思索、困惑和欢笑。这样的过程里,我们用纯粹又偶然的笔触,写着最想写的那个故事,那段历史。因此,我们似乎并不太需要知道Who are you,――虽然,偶尔也会忍不住好奇地想,net的另一端,让我如此坦诚的那个人究竟是什么模样?
- }/ L: R- n' {6 K9 n1 V1 W 然而,还有一种情况,拼了全身力气也想要见到对方,问他“Who-are-you”。: l% b, v1 Z' o2 o; N V6 j
你驻进了我的心,Who are you?!你让我牵挂,Who are you?!想与你共度华年共白头,Who are you?!……& N' l' c+ u$ U/ u$ |
Who are you?英中心里也这样问,Who are you?!+ _8 o4 H2 a9 X% N: W: k
他们的世界是不一样的。他的生活,每天重复创新,这样的重复想来不能说创“新”。所以,他说,如果回到过去的时间,那就昨天吧!昨天,昨天的昨天,几十年生命里的每一天,又有什么不同?, W) [8 z0 L9 @- Q8 R1 M7 J
然而英中却说,如果要回到过去,那就三年前。她的生命,在那个时候被改写成了两部不相干的断代史,之前的部份,有梦想,有爱情,有成功,有不输人后的野心。之后的部份,她淡淡地笑,藏不住失落的痛。她说“重生”,无奈又伤痛的“重生”,心事何其多?# r, v6 f& j+ \! \- C) @ B
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让她坦诚告白的,Who are you?看出她和行将老去的弱视海豹有一样忧伤又无助的眼神的,Who are you?给她梦想中那个湖泊而且还在湖上安家的那个人啊,Who are you?
B# Y# D9 I5 w' e) \ Whoever finds my pain, I love you.
7 ]/ X7 R. h5 N1 s" q$ q) S8 l Whoever finds this, I need you.
5 B$ ]' }: ?. k, \+ F" Q( H 吉亨泰,长相是IT的,心态是IT的,生活方式是IT的,然而,痴迷IT世界的他真真切切地爱上了真实的徐英中。& _9 |' u9 G1 @) I$ J1 X, O. D
我就是你看不见的朋友。& Q8 D4 ?. V& G3 b$ s# c6 i1 E
看不见的朋友,有必须恪守的游戏规则,在这样的防护下才能让她安心靠近,做她可以信赖的朋友。就算偶尔有真心想流露,也要旁敲侧击,――你对“发电机”有兴趣吗?& A, _+ @1 [5 b2 K7 ~/ N) E* \
英中不知道他付出了多少,虚拟世界的那个人,像是为了她而存在,她不了解他,似乎也不需要了解他,她只要知道那个人了解她,知道他是第一个真正听她说话的人就够了。. F5 H, {7 F$ m% x$ s% Z( \4 |
Who are you?你的脸,你的地址我什么都不知道,然而你却这样贴近我的心。Who are you?
# X3 A4 H& S0 N7 d: S1 W* u Whoever finds my loneliness, I love you.
2 S) [8 {$ K6 {: W ~ Whoever finds this, I need you.
$ q \9 T) K1 m 爱情是在对她有不能抹煞的好奇时开始的,爱情是在心疼她不公平的际遇时开始的,爱情是想方设法要她走出自缚的茧开始的。* }( y& R5 n0 t5 t. W0 u
不知不觉中,亨泰的爱情欲放难收。从幕后到台前,一步之遥,然而,无比艰难。因为,他要战胜的,是他制造的那个虚幻的自己,她看不见的朋友,偏偏是他看不见的敌人。- o( p- A: F; l+ ?' g9 t
爱情因为亨泰的索取而真实起来。0 a9 V% G- L: n- k. U, [
天台上,他把心爱的地方介绍给英中,向她示爱,希望她试着了解他的内在。他以为步步为营,就可以把网络上那个自己成功埋葬,然而英中却在网络那一头情深意重:我是真的想见你。6 \ k) c# Y L3 N
是的,她已经决定要开始试着跟他在一起了,然而,她需要一个了结。不见到网络那一头的那个人,就不能释放出她心中的情愫。无疾而终,终有怅然。+ G- |6 M1 m+ n: I( ?# d& y
亨泰怒发冲冠,挟着受伤的自尊如约而至。英中受惊之余,情难以堪,掉头就要走出亨泰的世界。+ @9 b1 `+ Z6 O& m, l+ y: K
爱情不是游戏,虽然它也需要认真对待潜心经营,但是它决不是说一句game over就可以轻松结束。
, G+ F" V' c$ C 街头煸情的广告,给了英中最好的台阶,她心里其实早已经知道自己爱的是谁,她需要的,就是这样的台阶,不着痕迹,不带一丝妥协地迎接这爱情,甘之若饴。% g+ t* g& K. u& j
人生的红灯,我陪你一起等待,而绿灯,与你同行。
- O5 Q# f6 o* m8 k5 }9 W' Z2 k7 l Whoever finds my dream, I love you. 7 ~3 p7 G9 p7 B3 e Q
Whoever finds this, I need you.' u& _5 V* G0 |. u
当曾经浪漫的网恋被形形色色光怪陆离的欺骗蒙上了恶俗的尘埃,我们只好看电影。在电影里,还原我们的真诚、善良、热情,再相信人生的美好远胜阴霾,我们就会得到不止100分钟的愉悦。/ ]1 A9 m- X8 D
今夜,我把快乐的源头放在《Who Are You》,由着它带来相遇相知相爱的美丽故事。
2 }. \- D. F, ? J& i# _ 快乐原来如此简单,那么,今天你快乐吗,我的朋友?!8 C- m( I) V+ s% G) Y8 }* Y" |% ?
! [% Z9 W, ^" b3 s' t后记:5 A0 Z3 E, q1 w& c T: e4 i
写这一篇的时候,我一直在听齐豫的《Whoever finds this, I love you》,写完贴来社区时,却在sogua里只找到了梁静茹的版本,不死心的无语网上折腾多时,终于找到一个试听站,因为不是RM格式的,不能直接放在帖子里大家听。大家可以点下面的网页进入,找到那首歌,按试听键就可以了,音效还不坏。
; h* E' M3 C$ ~( v4 K, I( Ahttp://www.mtvtop.net/html1/2181.htm
5 L) h) N: u' f9 }1 B/ w. K# s2 o$ x 或直接进入听歌页面:
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附录歌词如下:& `- f; l; b$ {5 ?" h
On a quiet street in the city
! ?* S# s; @8 G* iA little old man walked alone
1 F4 K1 _6 {: c l+ s& GShuffling through the autumn afternoon
4 c4 e1 x5 A- `8 q; z3 `And the autumn leaves reminded him
7 {2 D! q2 L- zAnother summer's come and gone
[ q0 `6 B4 C6 Y' T& t" qHe had a long and lonely night ahead, waiting for June7 s- b' ?7 H3 R! ^: [7 w- U
Then among the leaves near the orphan's home9 V/ v" M5 P2 w9 c% D; F" ^- ]
A piece of paper caught his eye
1 m" C( W8 j9 ?9 I) F& rAnd he stooped to pick it up with trembling hands% L/ b& Q( Q: \+ }5 Z
And as he read the childish writing
5 g. ]6 [* B* q9 m6 ?: g( U8 i) ]& O, gThe old man began to cry4 _8 d4 d6 o& ^0 R( V U
Because the words burned inside him like a brand
' e# T4 r; D( D' z/ ^5 \% Q" QWhoever finds this, I love you
! M; ~7 g {" _Whoever finds this, I need you
5 w3 ~7 [$ B9 c7 k# j9 T% SI’v even got no one to talk to$ s* i/ q) m2 d/ t5 W
So whoever finds this, I love you
2 s: f% b! ~. m$ iWell the old man's eyes searched the orphan's home
$ K8 G1 S5 B! a: C9 oAnd they came to rest upon a little child
a7 e* S5 U: X) U+ w8 UWith her eyes pressed up against the window pane
. P4 d7 m5 M( }And the old man knew he had a friend at last5 y* C2 K2 c, N0 ?3 f& x/ J' _' S9 O% j
So he waved at her and smiled
) V b& S& P# V! eAnd they both knew they'd spend the winter laughing at the rain
: J& x) t S1 E3 H- U) M) TAnd they did spend the winter laughing at the rain. Talking through the fence and exchanging little gifts they had made for each other. The old man would carve toys for the little girl. She would draw pictures of beautiful ladies for him. And they laughed a lot. When the first day of June came the little little girl ran to the fence and the old man wasn't there. She waited for him, but somehow knew he was never coming back. So she went back to her room, took a crayon, and then she wrote:& @) X) O2 {) u- @% {
Whoever finds this, I love you: d- g) s. J" Q7 o7 s/ X/ d/ K
Whoever finds this, I need you
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So whoever finds this, I love you2 i- S6 T% U* Q( @% y1 Q8 w' a Y
I love you
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