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Inside 2 Hearts: reposted from lsgairenint
Whats.. wrong..?
What did I do wrong that you are acting so cold to me?
Why..? you didn’t even listen to me
Why are you treating someone who came with good news coldly..?
Was it that hard for you..?
That’s why I applied medicine for you before
Before you get hurt.. that I trusted you.. I also supported you
What.. what is the problem?!
Do you think I said I trust you just to make you feel good?
You think it was just a kiss up-!
I was real
The moment I entered the special course,
I couldn’t do anything but hide myself behind..
It was enough for me to feel it from the lost.. confused look!
At least you
Didn’t know.. Any thing
But..
That wasn’t something I could do with just my feelings
Do you.. think..
It was easy for me to send you to people who all pointed the finger at you saying it wasn’t their fault….?
I also felt like crap!
You had absolutely nothing to do with it
But.. I felt so pathetic because there was nothing I could do to protect you….
It must have been really hard and you must have been really tired of
The nightmare-like problems which kept on repeating..
How do you think I felt when I knew that
I had to create a bigger scene and make you the target of all everything-!
Do you think I felt good, feeling at ease??
I also felt like I was in hell!!
But still.. when you said that you were going to attend the site to apologize..
Do.. you know how bad I felt?
I felt so bad.. That I could die-!
You fool
That’s why..
Even though I knew what was ahead,
I entered the throne field barefooted.. once again..
For you..
I also.. did my best!
Those bastards who already accused you as a sinner..!
I wanted to let them know that
If they ever hurt.. you
There will be more blood for them..
That’s how much I wanted to share the pain with you..
I wanted to use the little power I had to protect you…!!!!
The thought me being able… to protect you made me so happy
That.. I could help you at least a little
Like a fool, I was excited.. and fluttered..
But you say my feelings were nothing..?
Yeah! I am trash!
Have you ever imagined how it feels.. for someone who knows he is a trash
To admit it in front of someone else..??
But still I did all f*cking thing so that I don’t become trash to you..
Just because I’m like trash,
Are you saying you can treat my feelings like trash too..?.?!?!
I hid my feelings because
It would sound like I am boasting if I say it with my own mouth
I wanted you to get more touched as I officially get it solved
But you.. who stepped on my feeling..
Yeah, you are, a bad.. north Korean woman!
From now, whoever’s fault it is, whether it had something to do with you,
It has nothing to do with me
You what I, who stink like trash
Will say next if I act like trash right?
So.. get lost from my sight….!!!!
Though.. the hurt feelings..
are still wandering around you,
I wish you catch me… saying that you are sorry,
But, the part of my heart which was waiting for it now feels pathetic
That I am turning back on you..
This is how.. I show my back…
At you..
And to my heart.
ENG TRANS Sunjoo Moon at lsgairenint; source imbc.com |
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发表于 2012-4-24 19:14
